This means many things to me - it means I am closer to completing my torturously long university course, it means I am uncomfortably close to having to make a decision about what to do upon completion, it also probably means I will come up with another set of goals for the approaching year, most of which I will undoubtedly not complete.
I had to write that because truthfully, that is what I feel like, but I don't want to. I really do want to have an idea of what I'd like to achieve next year and I want even more to achieve them. I've not done the best this year, but I hope that when I finish university, I will be able to close that negative part of my life and focus on something more positive. Maybe I am pinning too much hope on the difference I think leaving uni will make, I can only wait and see. If I want strongly enough to change, surely I will.
Perhaps I need to focus more on other people, and the missing parts of my life will fall in to place when I think about them less.
Now I wanna be less serious. Prison Break is getting really weird....apparently it's only on its mid series break, this seems like the longest series ever I thought they'd already had a mid-season break. I hope this new story line turns out well because I'm currently not convinced!
Christmas Eve tomorrow/today. I love Christmas, I can't wait to enjoy the next 4 days of presents, food and laughter.
Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas
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